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And she left. Should I tell him how I feel? I want to, but I'm scared. What if he doesn't feel the same way? What if he rejects me? This was all too much for me.
I've made a decision, I'm gonna tell him how I feel.
@Dalal: Sulaiman
@Sulaiman: Yes?
@Dalal: Aby aklmk fe mw'6oo3
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@Sulaiman: Samii?
@Dalal: Sam alla 3adowik ..
@Dalal: 05********
@Sulaiman: What's this?
@Dalal: My number! I need you to call me!
@Sulaiman: Okay!
[Incoming call: 05********]
Okay Dalal you can do this! Take a deep breath. Inhale, exhale.
Dalal: Hello?
Sulaiman: Hala hala!
Ah his voice :') Heavenly music to my ears!
Dalal: Kefik?
Sulaiman: I'm good, you?
Dalal: I'm good, Sulaiman abe agulik shay! But i'm afraid that it might effect our friendship.
Sulaiman: 7ata ana aby agulik shay, and it effected our friendship.
Dalal: You go first.
Sulaiman: okay, do you remember when I told you about Haya?
Dalal: Yeah? -Ugh not her again-
Sulaiman: 7seet enk 3a9abty 3alay, w I don't blame you! You think that I'm a player and that I have feelings for every girl I see. I just wanted to clarify that I'm not a player and I love her, and I confessed her my love and it turns out that she likes me too! I want to thank you, for inspiring me. Without you, I wouldn't have confessed to her.
Dalal: That's good. How did you confess?
Sulaiman: I've been saving her pin for so long, but I was afraid to send her anything! Then you came along and made it easier! So I sent her a pin message.
Dalal: Well, i'm glad to be such an inspiration! Send me the pin messages
Sulaiman: okay! Esh kinti tabeen tiguleen ly?
Dalal: Ha? Um, nothing! I forgot! Sulaiman I've got to go! Bye!
Sulaiman: bye.
Hangs up
What? So now I'm an inspiration? I'm the reason behind all this? Behind their love story? Behind their future marriage? I know I'm being a bit dramatic, but you don't know how it feels like crying yourself to sleep every night! What am I supposed to do? I know it's been two weeks but he's making this hard for me! I can only be myself around him, he makes me feel like I'm the only girl in the world, and I want that feeling to stay forever. I love how he makes me feel good without even realizing it.
I received a BBM message from Sulaiman.
Sulaiman: Here are the pin messages:
From: Sulaiman
To: Haya.
Hey haya, I've got something really important to tell you.. please reply!
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From: Haya.
To: Sulaiman.
Hala, what is it?
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From: Sulaiman
To: Haya
Ana a7bk. you're so beautiful, you seem sweet. You're perfect in every single way, even if you don't see it! You probably get this a lot. You don't have to reply if you don't want to. And I'm sorry to bother you.
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From: Haya
To: Sulaiman
I feel the exact same way! I was this close to tell you but I hesitated.
Dalal: That's good news! I'm happy for you! -NOT!
Sulaiman: Well I'm glad you are! Ma tgdreen tit5ayleen el fr7a ely ana feha al7een :')
Dalal: Hahah, well you deserve the best!
I drifted to sleep while thinking about him. I had this weirdly amazing dream :')
That we were happily together, it was perfect, it was flawless it was exactly what I imagined it to be! It was in a situation where Haya was only a good friend. Nothing more, nothing less. Simply amazing.
I woke up the next morning with a smile on my face, I went to school feeling alive! It's like my organs were dancing! I don't know what's gotten into me, but it feels GOOD! I got out of bed, danced myself to the kitchen to get some cereal to eat. I then wore my uniform and I was ready to go to school!
The whole school was asking me why did I have a glow on my face, including Haya! I just smiled and said "el7aya 7lwa"
I was feeling so good the whole day el7amdila. The bell for the last period rung and we ran to the gates. As I exited the gates, I saw Sulaiman. I can see him looking at me, I flashed him a smile but he didn't smile back. Wait. Was he even looking at me? Or was he looking through me? I turned my head to see who was behind me. And guess who it turned out to be?
Haya :)
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