Sunday, June 24, 2012

5th Chapter

Previously:
And she left. Should I tell him how I feel? I want to, but I'm scared. What if he doesn't feel the same way? What if he rejects me? This was all too much for me.

I've made a decision, I'm gonna tell him how I feel.

@Dalal: Sulaiman

@Sulaiman: Yes?

@Dalal: Aby aklmk fe mw'6oo3
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@Sulaiman: Samii?

@Dalal: Sam alla 3adowik .. 

@Dalal: 05********

@Sulaiman: What's this?

@Dalal: My number! I need you to call me! 

@Sulaiman: Okay!

[Incoming call: 05********]

Okay Dalal you can do this! Take a deep breath. Inhale, exhale.

Dalal: Hello?

Sulaiman: Hala hala! 

Ah his voice :') Heavenly music to my ears!

Dalal: Kefik?

Sulaiman: I'm good, you?

Dalal: I'm good, Sulaiman abe agulik shay! But i'm afraid that it might effect our friendship.

Sulaiman: 7ata ana aby agulik shay, and it effected our friendship.

Dalal: You go first.

Sulaiman: okay, do you remember when I told you about Haya?

Dalal: Yeah? -Ugh not her again-

Sulaiman: 7seet enk 3a9abty 3alay, w I don't blame you! You think that I'm a player and that I have feelings for every girl I see. I just wanted to clarify that I'm not a player and I love her, and I confessed her my love and it turns out that she likes me too! I want to thank you, for inspiring me. Without you, I wouldn't have confessed to her. 

Dalal: That's good. How did you confess?

Sulaiman: I've been saving her pin for so long, but I was afraid to send her anything! Then you came along and made it easier! So I sent her a pin message.

Dalal: Well, i'm glad to be such an inspiration! Send me the pin messages

Sulaiman: okay! Esh kinti tabeen tiguleen ly?

Dalal: Ha? Um, nothing! I forgot! Sulaiman I've got to go! Bye! 

Sulaiman: bye.

Hangs up

What? So now I'm an inspiration? I'm the reason behind all this? Behind their love story? Behind their future marriage? I know I'm being a bit dramatic, but you don't know how it feels like crying yourself to sleep every night! What am I supposed to do? I know it's been two weeks but he's making this hard for me! I can only be myself around him, he makes me feel like I'm the only girl in the world, and I want that feeling to stay forever. I love how he makes me feel good without even realizing it.

I received a BBM message from Sulaiman.

Sulaiman: Here are the pin messages:

From: Sulaiman
To: Haya.

Hey haya, I've got something really important to tell you.. please reply!

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From: Haya.
To: Sulaiman.

Hala, what is it?

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From: Sulaiman
To: Haya

Ana a7bk. you're so beautiful, you seem sweet. You're perfect in every single way, even if you don't see it! You probably get this a lot. You don't have to reply if you don't want to. And I'm sorry to bother you.

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From: Haya
To: Sulaiman

I feel the exact same way! I was this close to tell you but I hesitated. 

Dalal: That's good news! I'm happy for you! -NOT!

Sulaiman: Well I'm glad you are! Ma tgdreen tit5ayleen el fr7a ely ana feha al7een :') 

Dalal: Hahah, well you deserve the best! 


I drifted to sleep while thinking about him. I had this weirdly amazing dream :') 
That we were happily together, it was perfect, it was flawless it was exactly what I imagined it to be! It was in  a situation where Haya was only a good friend. Nothing more, nothing less. Simply amazing.

I woke up the next morning with a smile on my face, I went to school feeling alive! It's like my organs were dancing! I don't know what's gotten into me, but it feels GOOD! I got out of bed, danced myself to the kitchen to get some cereal to eat. I then wore my uniform and I was ready to go to school!

The whole school was asking me why did I have a glow on my face, including Haya! I just smiled and said "el7aya 7lwa" 

I was feeling so good the whole day el7amdila. The bell for the last period rung and we ran to the gates. As I exited the gates, I saw Sulaiman. I can see him looking at me, I flashed him a smile but he didn't smile back. Wait. Was he even looking at me? Or was he looking through me? I turned my head to see who was behind me. And guess who it turned out to be?




Haya :) 

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